on saturday, i went with kathleen to see avenue Q on Broadway in NYC. It was pretty interesting (and inappropriate!) which made it quite awesome. Then we went to a restaurant where we stayed for until 8 oclock and everyone fell asleep because they were all tired. however we had to run a few blocks to get to penn station in order to catch our train back home in time (otherwise we would’ve had to stay until 12 or something).

today i had a million tests and tomorrow i have a million tests and projects due too. i haven’t started studying for tomorrow’s stuff or done the projects. i feel bad for the juniors who are writing 7 essays per day right now but hey i had to do it last year (albeit a while later – the day before midterms). anyways, procrastination makes everything feel the same anyways.

i sent Yale and Princeton and Columbia. Yale and Princeton were kind of on a whim; instead of being checked over and over and fucking over again like my EA apps, i just sent them by clicking a button and hoping that i won’t catch any mistakes later on. i didn’t even get a teacher to read over my short answers and minis…i just hoped that jessica and alex and maddie knew what they were talking about . speaking of my princeton app, that essay was kind of completely random…i did not check it over many times and the intro was fashioned two minutes before i submitted. oopsies, i hope there aren’t many grammatical errors in that one.

wow…um…this is kind of a (bad) attitude to have after years of work and worrying about colleges. but blah. i dont really care about anything right now lol.

and i did my stanford apps too; instead of writing whole new essays for their two weird topics (intellectual vitality and letter to a roommate) i decided to just change my MIT essays around a little bit. for intellectual vitality i talked about web designing, which fit my creation essay for MIT (lol creation essay – what if i say i’m god and i created man, does that get me brownie points?). my community essay was silly, but i just tacked on “dear roommate, i think you’ll get to know me better if u know moer about my community and how it defines me.” i think that’s *ok* but will probably need a bit of tweaking. i am wayyy too lazy at this stage of the game to write new essays. fuck that. it’s interesting, though, because my MIT essays didn’t exactly work.

lol Penn. lol MIT. i spent so much time on those apps but people have said that my RD essays are better. well…i hope? :O lol. ugh. college. is so not exciting. hah.

i’m pretty bored. i guess i could watch House, or i could get started on studying. holy shit econ is 2 chapters – and chem, coordinate chemistry and orgo are two fucking different chapters that i never had before. shit. and that gov project? i haven’t even started.

lol maybe i will watch house now or not

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